Okay, I think I missed something somewhere along the line. I do everything in my power to fit in at wherever my place of emplyment happens to be, yet I still never am able to quite fit in. I take a great amount of effort in my apperance, I spend copious amounts of money on clothing I would never wear if I didn’t have to work with the general population, and where has it gotten me? NO WHERE. I stay quiet, don’t talk too much about myself (or specifically, the music I listen to and the life style that seems to center around it), and I never discuss to much personal information with my boss and co-workers. Yet some how I always seem to not fit in with people who are not metal heads or very open minded. Maybe I’m just too liberal minded, or travel too far off the beaten path for people who are in the main stream of culture. I just really don’t get it… I show up to work early, take pride in my work. I’m polite, curtious and helpful, and I ALWAYS watch myself for vulgar language when I am away from my home. So why is it I always end up the unfavarable one? Especially when it it over a snotty, spoiled 19 year old kid that steals? Life is incredibly too clickish for me, and I am starting to think that this “stay-at-home-wife” business myself and my husband are trying might just be better for me. I can wear what I want, discuss what I want and write when I want.
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